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So I hid my tears and he touched me and was disappointed that I wasn't all about it .
Having a marriage last more than 5 years at any age has become rare. I seem to attract them partially because I speak to them in a valid manner. I can do the splits.
So I'm either saving my life or innocence by not calling or I'm being a paranoid jerk.
Someday it has to stop but not while I'm young. King is just too cool. It sucks so hard.
I'll be working on this right now but feel free to report bugs anyway. While we were sitting there I said "You know what I wanted to do on the way home yesterday? Yippee!
I don't know . I hid downstairs in the dungeon with my little one whenever possible. Newspapers?
I missed them a lot over break. I swear I'm loosing hair . I didn't tell him to meet me at a certin time but when I needed him he was there for me.
And it was really really awesome. All the while I will be living at home and saving my money for. I don't know .
I felt like being at home and tomorrow night is cheap night at the movie theater anyway. But I don't feel caught up . Tong looked good today but thats no suprise.
I take care of all of the bills. Here he's in his favourite sleeping space. I love my brother so much.
The days almost gone up here in AK anyways. One more step toward moving in. LIVE!
I have had "Take a Chance on Me" Stuck in my head for days now. At least it could have been over something meaningful. He's one of my idols.
I'm so so so happy. Then go check on multiple dogs before going to Di's house for "our" Christmas. Antibiotics.
Plus my hand bag was stolen!
I won't be sad to say goodbye to Citibank in particular. I have to stay up and be tired in school. I've only been gone for 4 months and I can't remember how to make no bake cookies.
Kinda bare like the Mac version. Cool. Where are my senior pictures Esther?
So was Ted Bundy like most other serial killers. I want a long break from this place. I did go to work for half a day yesterday but that's all I could do.
It's pouring rain. Antibiotics. But at least he's around.
The collapsing threads will be optional . I have fallen in love with Thai music. The code is a lot neater.
I grew up in Alaska. No I didn't get drunk. Baiko told me that the link for the Loner test didn't work.
It'll be nice to spend some time alone. Baiko told me that the link for the Loner test didn't work. It's really messy.
So I went outside she went in her room to get ready. And that I should be cleaning it. It was dumb.
One of the hazards when you live in a very small space. I've definately got some kind of Christmas spirit in me. Oh boy.
Behind the front counter there was a huge framed Jack picture. Will write more when I get a chance. I say "No I didn't get much sleep last night and I have to get up at 4:45am tomorrow".
I hope.
I have to stay up and be tired in school. In this respect I'm with duskybeans. I just want to email "M" and then sleep.
You'll drool. I live in bleedin' Alaska you'd think we'd have a winter wonderland. Worried about M.
I'm from Tucson. I had to change lots of stuff to make a good usable template file from it. I'll be working on this right now but feel free to report bugs anyway.
As for colors those aren't going to change. My host mom the helpful one first told me the concert was at the Ratary centre. I don't know .
Reinstalled Netscape entirely. At least it could have been over something meaningful. I wish I could post a picture to show.
I felt like being at home and tomorrow night is cheap night at the movie theater anyway. She was kind of giving me a pep talk . I'm sure I spelled none of those right.
So I'm either saving my life or innocence by not calling or I'm being a paranoid jerk. It sucks so hard. I've definately got some kind of Christmas spirit in me.
I have a LONG busy week ahead. She said she had no one to go Christmas shopping with this year. If you know something we should add to this let us know.
I'm doubting it. Maybe cause I know what I'm capable of. Tab!
It's been a bumpy few weeks. Tomorrow I'll take puppy and Pepper with me to work and go out and walk them every two hours. I felt so small and dumb .
I had so much fun.
One could not possibly ask for more. She's really good to talk to . We traded music.
WOW too much. Christmas is soon but I don't get christmas this year. He expected nookie as I knew that he would.
I've never had a bloody nose. It would be if people celebrated Christmas here. For hell's sake.
I'm not slamming on my brakes and losing control of my vehicle because they're stupid. I love my puter but sometimes you just have to say the F word. I just love those girls.
How can I make things public private and protected? Peter makes me happy. I don't know .
I had so much fun. Let him go. I'm feeling the love right now.
I am so glad it is over with almost. I'm trying to squeeze more in. I'm going to Siam after school with Army and Gift.
I figured it was probably better if I did. Ask me about it later. But I'm glad it was quick and over and it felt like it didn't even count .
I am soooo glad the week is almost over. Then go check on multiple dogs before going to Di's house for "our" Christmas. I had warm tea of course.
I am so glad it is over with almost. No sleep . At the time I didn't know what it was about.
What's the catch?
However LiveJournal is a lot easier to use if you install a client program on your computer. Growing doesn't mean getting commercial . It's really messy.
I love my puter but sometimes you just have to say the F word. He's so great. I have a sinus infection the beginnings of bronchitis and just general yuckies.
I felt a lot better after talking about it on here. To be loved for who and what I am. I know.
It's just so yummy. It would be if people celebrated Christmas here. Step up to it.
I've been so fortunate not to get it and I will not let it GET ME! Like I'd expect him to take his 2001 Vet through the drive thru wash? He told me he expected me to be home .
Tomorrow will be a good day. It also came with a glass of wine and a cup of Tea or Coffee iced or warmed. It also means I draw pictures when I'm bored and since I got a new notepad doodling is easy.
It will be their ticket and fault not mine. I went over to Amanda's house today she was gushing about Ben alot. Live in the present rather than always focusing on some future outcome.
I got two new mix CD's from Ethan. I just love them all so much. I am known among family and friends as a complete and hopeless klutz.
Like it's I dunno *spacey* weird . He was concerned because 2 of the guys didn't show up yesterday after the holiday so he went. Any ideas out there?
Which is fine for now. I had so much fun. Oh boy.
I am so glad it is over with almost.
YUK! I know there both Bi and I think they think the other one is atractive. Had a nice trip with only a few things going wrong but we made it safe and sound.
Seems like I don't get much of that these days. Started E's photo album. So she said "You don't have to be so grumpy".
I haven't seen her all weekend because she didn't go to Fall Blast. Comfortable and relaxed. Being stuck home I've been watching daytime tv.
Anyways Yeah. The island job is coming to a close finally. I know my boss the owner would go for it.
I'll explain on my page when I finally get it up. She's going to AASG. Green suit event.
I haven't seen her all weekend because she didn't go to Fall Blast. It's sooo damn warm. I need to reduce my feelings of being over whelmed by things.
And it was really really awesome. I'll explain on my page when I finally get it up. Tong looked good today but thats no suprise.
I keep the house clean. You'll drool. But don't get me wrong I love being with my friends and stuff.
I got the new China Dolls CD! Im just going to let it go and see what happens. We will live through this.
I wish I could post a picture to show. I'm still home sick. I'm so fustrated with him!
The weather's beautiful with a little bit of rain and we're just relaxing and having a good time.
The collapsing threads will be optional . So we napped and he seemed upset at me . And it was really really awesome.
I miss you Esther and Leeta I wish you both were here. What's the catch? The roads are slushy and the drivers are irritating.
Try to read this before you ask a new question. If you know something we should add to this let us know. I've been so fortunate not to get it and I will not let it GET ME!
My parents said they'll leave up the tree until I get back. I'm 29 and can't quite believe it. I lasted all day at work yesterday.
Pepper our adult chesapeake isn't too sure that she's going to like this. We went to Amanda's and the igloo. Came home.
I like the new site design a ton but it's not even done yet either. Like it's I dunno *spacey* weird . Kinda looking forward to going home kinda not.
We will live through this. I'm off to the dreamworld now. I came into this business not knowing a thing I guess this won't be anything new.
I can't wait! That'd be good . I'm so bad at procrastinating.
She's so nice and sweet. However it's the paid users that make this possible. Be patient.
Makes me feel all warm and happy inside. Starting Monday I will be running traffic. Things won't really kick ass until both the servers and the network are fast.
Fortunately our son will be here to do puppy duty and then of course KISA will get home.
For now don't panic and stop sending hate mail. I'm off to work! I took some cold medicine.
Now I must wait somewhat patiently for the puppy fest. HA! What a disaster.
Time for "real life" to start. But it's a good stretch. Comfortable and relaxed.
Learn something new every damn day It's amazing. Use your damn brains. So then she asks me *again* if I want to go.
Not good when you're in training for stuff at work. I need somthing to do. I'll get over it.
No matter I suppose. She asked if I wanted to go. I just know.
It's such a distraction. It's not that I'm "special". He expected nookie as I knew that he would.
Next couple of weeks will be busy and crucial days at work. Watch for tons of updates over the next few days. I'm really happy and excited.
We've ended it with a wonderful lobster tail and moose steak dinner. If Sara and Amanda sho interest I will ask Sara first then Amanda. Puppies are a lot of work.
Talk about aerobics and a muscle workout! Whoo UNK town! Fighting here at home has mellowed.
So mote it be!
I'm going to AFN in Anchorage with Chelsea! That one was so different from anything else that was out and about. Larry and Vicky are coming to town Wednesday night.
I guess I'll futz with it some more. Also post the link to your site and SPREAD THE WORD! I've been slugging that down all day and merifully asleep for a good portion of it.
Please tear along the dotted line. I am so glad it is over with almost. I just want to sleep and get this week over.
Deleted cookie file and created a new one. HEY I JUST KNOW! I may not have to worry about Tuesday if it doesn't go away.
He's taking off with their son who's like 18 mo. I'm almost afraid I don't wanna know what all happened. OK enough said.
I have such a knack for this kind of thing! I've only been gone for 4 months and I can't remember how to make no bake cookies. I'm a dork.
I have had "Take a Chance on Me" Stuck in my head for days now. Oh well what can be done? He's also a bit simple.
Who knows where life will lead us. Worried about M. I don't know .
Lisa said she'd try to hook LiveJournal up to it tomorrow if she can. Pepper our adult chesapeake isn't too sure that she's going to like this. I have a bright and vivid imagination so I don't need the graphic grossness.
The old look was just too childish . Or would we not appreciate them quite as much then? The chicken is already soaking in the buttermilk.
It just isn't for me.
Im just going to let it go and see what happens. A fight I don't think would have happened if that cab driver would have kept his mouth shut! This client kicks ass.
Lucifer was a Backstroker. I feel that way some times . It was a long long day.
Finally. I'm off to the dreamworld now. Adios.
Amanda went on Christmas vacation and Chelsea I think leaves Monday. Picked up film. Waiting for that inevitable crash though.
Woohoo. I'm evil. Amanda already has some and she's not even a fellow senior!
I miss them sooooo much. She was in a deep depression for a few days but a little better now. So I'm going to lie around and groan a while.
I pride myself in not missing work being in control being hardworking. I'm glad we only had to put in 3 nights there. HA!
Woohoo. YAY. She keeps staring at KISA in a most wounded way.
My little grrl loved it too. Tomorrow will be a good day. I'll hope that doesn't happen because I won't have any medicine for at least another week.
I'm coughin a lot that sucks. I just haven't made the options available yet. I don't like for it to hurt .
Neither me nor him wanted to be there.
Fortunately KISA will be home tomorrow night and EVERY night for awhile. Talk about aerobics and a muscle workout! Ug.
But I'm packing up as I clean it so It's going sorta slow. The roads are slushy and the drivers are irritating. I'm going to fall asleep during our concert tomorrow!
I would have been able to if Mariko would have called me last night. It's gonna be so awesome. That way he won't be here crying all day.
I need to do jumping jacks and talk in my Alaskan accent! I may not have to worry about Tuesday if it doesn't go away. Step up to it.
He's also a bit simple. My heart is moving on . I guess they'll stay in touch so she can see her son.
I hope he had a great visit and will decide to stay living here in Alaska. Talked to Di. That should be nice.
I just want to sleep and get this week over. Thanks so much all of you! Supposed to snow here pretty quick.
I'm too mentally tired to even think about it! People leave these indelible imprints on me. The collapsing threads will be optional .
I'm going to a concert tomarrow! I have created 2 personality tests. No matter I suppose.
That spoiled much of the "feeling" for me. Very sad. It seems to happen a lot but in all reality .
There are still things that aren't working yet and navigation problems.
And she tries to make everything so nice all the time. I need to do jumping jacks and talk in my Alaskan accent! Peter makes me happy.
I feel so LACKING as an individual! My future room mates. If a teacher is sick the class is canceled.
I'm listening to Nui now. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA don't go there. I'm a dork.
It also came with a glass of wine and a cup of Tea or Coffee iced or warmed. So I'm either saving my life or innocence by not calling or I'm being a paranoid jerk. I don't know .
Sounds like she's just barely hanging in there. When I'm done there will be tons of options for you customize its behavior all you want. It's nice and it's agonizing .
He goes back out on Monday and then will be home again Monday night. But there is no way in hell thats happening. Nat Myria!
Then we skipped out on the rest and went to the movies to watch the Grinch. On top of that I get the major guilts when I miss work. Nothing there either.
Starting Monday I will be running traffic. Be patient. Learn something new every damn day It's amazing.
At the age of 16 she got Potato publish. I felt like being at home and tomorrow night is cheap night at the movie theater anyway. So I drew a pic of the 3 of us having a snow ball fight.
They either won't go or 40 of them cruise on through like it wasn't a problem. YAY! They do keep me pretty busy at work who has time to study.
This isn't a business.
Nada. Fortunately our son will be here to do puppy duty and then of course KISA will get home. I'm using Photoshop 5.
Every time I've had Hard Rock cafe the food was terrible and everyone I went with got sick. I'm 17 and already my life has been amazing. It's rainy here.
Never know what the hell the ol' brain is gonna spring on ya next. I went out and got food tonight all by my lonesome and I called "S" and we talked. Geocities ate most of my website.
I can't use regular melt stuff because of the puppy that licks everything so rock salt it would be. I love Amanda and Sara. I've been both really thin and really heavy.
He touched me and I felt terrible . I'm glad we only had to put in 3 nights there. Thanks for all the well wishes!